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Right now the side of his face rests against my belly, skin to skin, his warmth magnified by mine. It is a wonder, an absolute awe-filled thing, that just days ago he was on the other side of me, tucked away and unseeable, a secret. Elliot. Elliot with the head full of hair. Elliot with the fifty-eight eyelashes. Elliot with the rounded nose that dips into rounded cheeks that slope to the tiny chin that quivers when he cries, lifts when he smiles in his sleep. A landscape. Elliot. Tiny boy so like and unlike all the other boys who have been born before. So like and unlike whatever small person I imagined my own son to be. Perfection is a rare if not impossible thing, but how could he not be, right now, so young, so soft, exactly as he is here, breathing in and out, making the sounds that all mothers and fathers know as first-speak. Secrets. He is revealing them to me, unspooling them by the minute, by the number of his sighs, and they tangle around my legs and body until I am war
I have no adequate words for this other than to say it put a whole bunch of joy in my heart. Just what the Doctor ordered, as they say.
ReplyDeleteThank you, thank you Emily.
Oh, Robin goes well with elegantly falling snow! Why does that not surprise me! The first kind urge I've had toward the white stuff in a long while... Thanks, Emily. (And Robin.)
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing this, Emily! We spent the weekend in NYC frolicking in leaves and green grass, and this afternoon arrived home to find...snow, snow, snow and winter air.
ReplyDeleteGreen grass?! We understand each other.
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, of course! I was so happy to find something of yours to share. Such a lovely song.