Baby Boy
Right now the side of his face rests against my belly, skin to skin, his warmth magnified by mine. It is a wonder, an absolute awe-filled thing, that just days ago he was on the other side of me, tucked away and unseeable, a secret. Elliot. Elliot with the head full of hair. Elliot with the fifty-eight eyelashes. Elliot with the rounded nose that dips into rounded cheeks that slope to the tiny chin that quivers when he cries, lifts when he smiles in his sleep. A landscape. Elliot. Tiny boy so like and unlike all the other boys who have been born before. So like and unlike whatever small person I imagined my own son to be. Perfection is a rare if not impossible thing, but how could he not be, right now, so young, so soft, exactly as he is here, breathing in and out, making the sounds that all mothers and fathers know as first-speak. Secrets. He is revealing them to me, unspooling them by the minute, by the number of his sighs, and they tangle around my legs and body until I am war
Emily:
ReplyDeleteYippee! Your boy found the outdoors, and loves it. I wonder who influenced that behavior... That is a lovely shot of Elliott. Mom and Dad are going to love this time with him. Way to be a good Mom. Keep up the good work of good parenting..
Richard
Thank you! Yes, at this point it's pretty clear we share some DNA. It's been a fun spring, and I'm so looking forward to more parks and beaches and wooded trails this summer. Hope you're well, Richard!
DeleteOh, how your baby boy has grown. And to teach him that love of the outdoors...what a gift.
ReplyDeleteIsn't it a joy to experience life through the eyes of a little one?
I can think of very little else that has kept me more present, more in awe of the little gifts of singular moments. And growing like a weed, Audrey! At this speed, it is all a little hard to comprehend.
DeleteOther revelations: that spurt of growth, the responsiveness of a smile, the confidence of sturdy little feet upon the ground.
ReplyDeleteHappy spring to all of you -- even the shadow!
Yes! To think that the shadow is a part of lives now, too, is a sweet thought. :)
DeleteI hope he always finds the great out doors fascinating :))
ReplyDeleteThank you for stopping by the farm the other day , glad he enjoyed the baby chicks !
Yes! Thanks for pecking your way over here, Willow.
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